By the time that morning came around, I’d already been filming for a little over nine months of what was to turn out to be a mammoth three-year project. Graeme had finished building the mechanics of The Beastie – the hand-made prone cycle on which he was to attempt a world record – and was now working with the team at Glasgow School of Art to build an aerodynamic shell for the machine.
Graeme went there to help with the sanding and smoothing of the foam model. I was filming him when his phone rang. It was BBC Radio 5Live, asking him to discuss Lance Armstrong, the one-time hero of international sports and then most notorious of cycling’s drug cheats, who had just been given a lifetime ban by the United States Anti-Doping Agency.
Graeme’s experiences and stance against drugs in cycling were well known and all the news outlets wanted him to comment. He was hot property and I was there with the camera rolling. Graeme agreed to an interview with Stephen Nolan right then and there. Because I was working completely on my own, I didn’t have time to go through the processes of getting permission from the BBC to record the interview. So I decided to film first and ask permission later.
Stephen and Graeme had a really good live interview. Every word going out live on national radio — and I was there, capturing it all on camera.
As the conversation went on, I noticed that Graeme was getting more and more upset. When the interview finished, I kept the camera rolling as Graeme returned to work on his bike. He started to open up and talked more freely about the feelings and emotions the interview had brought up.
We had, of course, already talked a lot (sometimes on camera) about drugs in cycling, but this was the first time I’d seen Graeme get genuinely upset and resentful about what he had missed out on. His honesty – his stand in not taking drugs – had probably cost him a fortune in financial . With his world records and world championships, it’s easy to believe that had Graeme elected to take drugs, like many in the sport at that time, he could have become a very rich man, living a life of luxury.
The location in which I was filming – the machine shop of the Art School – gave me the opportunity to gather footage that really emphasised how much he’d missed out on. There was even a safety cage, which I used to reinforce the feeling of Graeme being behind bars and isolated. If I had shot the drugs story as a simple interview, I could never have managed anywhere near the level of poignancy I ended up getting there.
Right place, right time.